Tuesday, October 4, 2011

2011... The beginning..

2011 has been one of the best years of my life. Nick and I wanted to start a family really bad. We had been trying for a while to get pregnant and nothing was happening. Going through that was the hardest thing for me. I would get so excited cause I "thought" I was pregnant and then would go get a pregnancy test and it would be negative. At one point I got very depressed because everyone around me was getting pregnant very easy and I thought it would never happen for me. We even starting looking at adoption. Then one day someone told me about a fertility clinic that helps women get pregnant. Well Nick and I thought a lot about it and decided to go just to see what it was like. The Dr gave us hope that we might have a baby so we started the process. I had to give myself shots after shots for 1 month and the whole time I was doing it I really thought that it was not going to happen....
I was suppose to go to the Dr to see if I was pregnant but Nick's family and I were headed to Hawaii for a family vacation and I didn't want to ruin my time with a false pregnancy test so I decided to wait until after the trip to take the test.